Monday, 15 November 2010

local art group hug

Ok, time out.  I declare I'm sick, two concerts, well one is a musical, sick pop, workshop, a wedding, nyerempet mobil orang, etc in a week.
I'm down and out, I am at the mid point of this mile.
I am only a half pint, so I've been told.
I pushed it
I wanna get over and done with fast
I couldn't lose it
But I ain't winnin


so, time out


I saw #Onrop last night.  I liked for it's timely premiere, total local art group hug session last night.  It was like going to a mall when i was fourteen, it felt like P I Mall 1992 ... wearing anything Pear Jam wear, even if it means you have to vaporized in sweats if you put on thick flannel shirts.  
I met a lot of my friends, I went with my best friends.  That was nice, and it wasn't a rave ... it's a musical...it's suppose to be .... smart???
Nah, at least the play was not.  But it was timely, Onrop revived that indie hipster idea of going to see a play in IKJ area, an abandoned historical site, it just might bring back that love for live performance again.
Onrop's not great, but it did bring a few old friends back together, for the love (and search of local art).  It succeeded in that.  When my friend asked me, "Joko Anwar tuh kayak apa sih orangnya?" My reply was I don't know him personally, but from what I've heard he is well liked in the business.  And I suppose that kind of personality wins in these kind of industry, something that is not easy to do when this artsy community boasts in indulgence.
(i.e Mira Lesmana).
Onrop or Porno is Joko Anwar's musical version on things that matter to him.   Stupid politicians, authorities that breed unhappy citizens, religion,  and homosexuality.  The theme is reflected all of his work, from his debut Arisan, his his later works, Kala.  Janji Joni is probably the only different one from the lot.  Never did see Pintu Terlarang.


His stylistic shots transfer well onto the stage, what you saw was him.  One guy one a stage on a monologue instead of a bunch of stage actors dancing.  Kudos to Ario Bayu, Anwar's muse, who stole every body's thunder!  The only one bringing presence to the stage.
The rest was okay...
And Joko knows just how to make this musical appear happening and modern .... broadway jazzy tunes, oldest trick in the book.  And the audience roared and roared away in laughter.  I do, too a few times.  I like the vibe more than I like the play.  And it didn't pick up the second half, I grew bored, granted I was coming down with a flu.
Joko was mocking Hanung Bramantyo, Tifatul Sembiring, and all the things that try to sell Islam the 'wrong way' to him.  He succeeded, but I wished he could have shown it not to only his friends but all the people that did not come last night. 
He was promoting homosexuality, again... but maybe that's his call as a creator, at least he was honest about it.
The acoustic was terrible, could hardly hear the lyrics, but music was catchy enough, thanks to Aghi.  Dancers were okay, They couldve danced better.
All in all, I'm glad I went.  

Thursday, 11 November 2010

methadone

I guess i just hate death so much
I act like a prick when I see its cold blooded face
It's my defense mechanism, 
but not my only one.


Sigh.


dear god ....
orang lain kau hampiri,
jangan jalan trus.

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

fruits of life

he is wailing and crying in pain
calling out god's name every two seconds
and I feel nothing at all
if anything
I've never heard the word god abused so many times
such obscenity!
why are you calling for god?
as if he is you're friend

did you remember your past sins?
is that it?
well maybe you should think of god
when you committed those hideous sins of yours
i loath the sound of your cries
redundant
and i don't symphatize
the tables have turned
and now i'm calling the shots
now you beg me not to leave your sight
i bet you you didn't think of that
when you abandoned us a long time ago
and as god would have it
he leaves you, me
and i don't care
these are the fruits
of the tree you planted
hate that's misled
and i tell god this
do what you must
take what you want
punish what you should
forgive if you can

because
i don't care

Saturday, 6 November 2010

di ujung kota

kutunggu kau di pojok kota
di bawah pohon cemara tua
tempat kita dulu main sepatu roda

tempat aku pertama kali menciummu
tempat kau pertama kali bilang cinta
sampai nanti
sampai mati
sampai kita
jadi kami

aku tak pandai berkata-kata
yang ku tahu hanya rasa
dan ini bukan dosa
tanya saja pada bunda maria

setelah kau cuci mata
setelah kau tak lagi melata
kau pasti berangkat
mencariku
diujung kota

Tuesday, 2 November 2010

tak perlu menunggu

menjawab pertanyaan dengan pertanyaan
membiarkan semua menggantung
seperti mangga mengkel tetangga

muka asam
seasam belimbing wuluh
di depan rumahmu

adakah kau mungkin kembali
menghiasi senyumanku lagi
memberi pelangi
kala aku terjebak macet senayan city

aku tidak memesan san miguel malam ini
dua cocktail sekaligus
vodka based with fruity punch to it
aku menunggu berdiri
kulihat nokia gelap layar
tak ada tweet apa-apa hari ini
kalau aku lebih berani
kita sudah menonton di blitz habis maghrib
tapi aku minum saja perlahan
melihat ke pintu
pura-pura lugu

mencoba menari, remixes
ku panggil pelayan,
aku mau pulang

Monday, 1 November 2010

too

its too much
too frequent
too overwhelming
too fast
too little
too soon

don't you think?

dont rewind
let it stay behind

i'm just here
standing
pretending
listening
looking
pushing
away

it's too fast.

casablanca

usaha
mencoba
segera

tak bisa

susah

suara suara
kendaraan yang sesekali lewat
sudah mau pagi
belum semua istirahat

besok

kuputuskan satu tali ku

bila ada hikmah
dari terjaga'
adalah pikiran

yang diulang dan berulang
dan sepakat mencapai
suatu kesimpulan!

Saturday, 30 October 2010

time to go

cahaya menyelinap lewat jendela
sinarnya membangunkan ku perlahan
aku sudah ingin pulang
namun teman-teman
masih bergoyang, bisa apa aku kawan?


hari sudah pagi
dan aku harus ke gereja nanti
menemani ayah
membuat senyuman palsu
untuk menyenangkan hati tuhan

teringat

lalu aku memikirkanmu
lagi, selalu, always,
lalu aku tersenyum
mengingatmu ibu
tertawa 
tapi
di dalam hati


hanya antara kita
hanyamu ibu yang mengerti
yang memahami dan peduli


saatnya aku sendiri
saatnya aku berdiri
tanpa lagi menoleh 
mencarimu di dalam mimpi

the night

I've been around
I've seen them fall
and pick themselves up again
they are strong
but so am I
they want me
so they can drown
they call out my name
as they dance and clap
they think it must be the music
well I say it must be me
and they know it
they say it
they take it

take me
care for me
nurse me
feed me

all i promise to take
is tomorrow
a day of sunlight
stealing the moonlight
all i will take
is the night

rubah bintik bintik

Menemanimu malam ini
sampai pagi
siapa yang mau peduli?
tak ada lagi!


Cukup mata menutup sementara
cukup rahang bersahutan
cukup gelap dan dentuman
cukup untuk saat ini


Kini aku tak mau sendiri
kini aku akan belok kiri
akan kucari sendiri
matahari


Bila nanti
bila nanti
aku meneleponmu lagi
biar saja 
biar berdering
biar aku melipir
biar aku melintir
biarkan aku mampir

Friday, 29 October 2010

Rudo Y Cursi Review

I watched for two reasons: One is spanish, Two it's got Gael Garcia Bernal in it.  Now that I've watched it, perhaps I should add Diego Luna as the third reason.
There is something about Spanish movies that reminds my of Indonesian movies, something to do with cultural ingrained behavior.  It always involves family, and a bit of myths or superstitions.

Very much like Y Tu Mama Tambien, the story is also about a journey, a coming of age journey of two men.  Rudo and Tato, Tato later becomes Cursi.  Which means camp, or flashy in English.  They are laborers working for a sugar cane (or corn-couldn't tell the difference).  They are born from the same mom but different dad.  Rudo (Luna) is older one, he is a goalie, and is married with two kids.  Tato (Bernal) stars as the younger brother.  A couple of hicks from a nowhere town in Mexico, who are good at playing football.  It is the only thing they have in common, is football that stems brotherhood that stems from the need of belonging to a group.  Apart from that, Cursi is the dreamer who believes the father he never knew was French, which is how inherited the love for singing.  Rudo is uptight, who has a addiction for gambling.

The lives of the two changed when they were picked up by a sleazy talent scout.  They went to Mexico city and work their way up the ladder while getting sucked in for their addiction even more.  Cursi's issue is to be accepted for what he likes best, singing campy songs.  Rudo gambles all he has including his love for football.

The movie is narrated - as all Spanish movies do - by the voice to the scoundrel talent scout, who claims to love football, too.  We see, how badly corrupted football is actually.  We see the family is struggling to keep reaching for their dreams that are spoon fed by evil hands.  It's a story about chasing after your dreams, getting it and paying for your own nature as human beings with flaws.  But they Bernal and Luna played it, makes me not hate them for their fall.  They didn't change in the end, a couple of hicks who ended up as a couple of hicks.
And there's absolutely nothing wrong with that!

Written and Directed by Carlos Cuaron, who brought you Y Tu Mama Tambien.

Thursday, 28 October 2010

stay

if we were closer
i wouldve hold you for a bit
instead i let you talked
and walked away
you looked older than you did yesterday
your shoulders slumped
your strides, slow
don't tell me god has other plans
for this plan you made yourself
i'm sorry
you have to keep paying
for your mistakes
i'm sorry
luck wasn't on your side
i'm sorry
there's nothing i can do
i'm sorry you have to stay

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

20102010

kepada ibu yang sudah pergi

terima kasih untuk makan malam
yang selalu kau sediakan.
tak ada yang lebih nikmat
dari percakapan saat menerima berkat

katamu di suatu waktu
kita hanya punya makan malam bersama
sisanya sudah terisi rencana dengan teman atau kerja
maka dari itu kita harus semeja dan serempak
saat makan malam
hanya saat itu kita sekeluarga bicara

bicara ku kepada ibu
aku rindu makan malam itu.

---------------------------------

Pagi perlahan menjelang
bak kartu pos yang menempel di tembok rumahku
adzan berkumandang, tidak beraturan, bersahutan
jendela memang kubuka
agar asap rokok ini bisa keluar
elektronika masih berputar

aku akan kehilangan malam
lagi lagi di teror siang
lalu terjebak di sudirman

aku akan kehilangan tenang
dan tidak ada pilihan selain menyerah

Selamat pagi, Petang!

---------------------------------
Dimitri

Dimitri, kau menemaniku malam ini
hentakan dan tarian nada
irama tanpa pegangan
naik turun
dan ditahan

lenganku dingin terkena angin
Dimitri, kau berbisik di telingaku
soal basi basi, 
soal sensasi.
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cerita makan malam

Ku harus menuliskan cerita ini, yang tidak penting tetapi jujur.  Soalnya makan malam yang menguak segalanya.  Tentang harapan yang tersisa dan janji yang diabaikan. aku harus.  Aku  berhutang pada diriku sendiri.

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

friends

And I look for you, as I have been doing lately.  I expect nothing but passable conversations, to get me through the day.  I intend not to harm, or inflict anything, I remind myself that from time to time.  To cautiously remember where I stand and where you belong.  Talking to you is pleasant, and it gets my mind off things.  I like that, and hope for it to remain just that.  I extend my hand to you, and introduced myself, and I call you my friend.


There are many things I keep, and I demand nothing for you to declare.  I am good with limited knowledge, I like missing puzzle pieces.  I like things scattered and unresolved.  Because that is the nature of things.  Things will always remain as such.  I have been here before, here is this state of connection.  Several occasions with several outcomes.  If I may ask anything of you, is just passable conversations ... 

Monday, 18 October 2010

questions

Now that she's dead, I have a lot more questions to ask her.  That will get me nowhere, first of all, she's dead, second of all, the surviving lot answer differently to the same question.
Whatever my dad can tell me, is one sided.  I have to take into consideration his replies are a form of nostalgia.  Nostalgia is a mixture of what happened, how you feel about it, and what you have already deducted from the course of event.  Is what you wanted to remember, isn't?

Besides, my dad was gone for most part of my life.  My older brother and I stopped talking when she died.  It is like she took our trust and love for each other to the grave.  It is not her fault.  It was simply a realization that dawned upon us, that she was the only reason my brother and I, talk to each other for.  Now the need to talk is no longer there.  Perhaps we need more time.  To reconcile with her death, I know deep down I am still angry at my brother.  For never being there for her when she was sick.  Instead phoned her as she lay on the hospital bed and asked for money.
My sister is the same, we fought before she died and in front of her too.  We were unhappy then, we are just numb now. My sister and I were very close as children, and the we grew up.  We started to like different things.  She grew very fond of crystal meth and I of weed.  Upper VS downer, who do you reckon will win?

So she died, and took with her a piece of my puzzle for the next century.  Perhaps some questions do not need answers, perhaps wondering is part of life.  And peace is part of death

Friday, 15 October 2010

ballad, your

at some point in your span
you just have to make yourself visible
for inspection
just because
hiding in the shadow
playing alone
for too long 
can also attract attention
sometime you just can't lay low
they'll ask, they'll want to know why
they want to know how
they want to ask for how long more
and you sigh
nod
and try to speak
using broken sentences
act like five as if your dumb
when you're only talking about
your future
the words won't come out
they given up before the battle
just you and your soundless thoughts
go face the ballad 

Sunday, 10 October 2010

sick

My dad has been sick for two days, same with my uncle.  Hiks.  Tough tough tough, to watch your loved ones get sick, kinda makes you feel.... helpless.
My grandma's nuts and i just have to love with it they say.
I'm tired. I wanna sleep and feel rested.
God.
Call me.
We should talk.
It's been a while

Wednesday, 6 October 2010

berdiri

Menunggu di lampu merah sebelah kiri
menanti walau tak pasti
kadang kau suka naik metro mini
kadang bawa mobil sendiri

Dua gadis tiga gelandangan
mereka melintas tak peduli
sopir ojek hampir ngesot
tak jadi marah
yang salah tak punya kaki

seandainya kau lewat nanti
menolehlah ke kiri 
lihat aku berdiri
lalu pergi saja lagi

Resensi Kumpulan Film Pendek Q: Pink Home made



It's a good thing I went to see  a collection of shorts one day shy of the closing of Q film festival 2010.  It's not to spite FPI or Tifatul Sembiring, I forgot how it felt like to go to Q and support and enjoy movies with all sorts of Tom, Dick and Harry.  People can be LGBT (if I remembered correctly), which is the theme this year, who cares ... what matters is, do you like movies? Do you wanna see movies that's different from what's in your nearest pirated DVD stalls collections?  Do you want to see something new in storytelling?  Do you want to be surprised and taken to edge of your seat?  That's the essence of film festivals, and last night I was reminded that such a thing exists.  The best thing about film festivals is really the shorts, the long ones can leave you dry if they are bad.  But come on, you've probably have seen 1000 movies in your lifetime and only liked less than ten.  In film festivals, that journey is compacted into mere weeks.  I am not saying what I saw last night was the best shorts ever, but I am very hopeful at what our local young moviemakers can offer Indonesian audience.  I welcome their surprises, and fellas we could be in for an enjoyable local movie experience, if they keep it up.

It's called Pink Homemade, with six little stories in it.  The first one, Gincu, sort of escapes me, the movie ends before I could figure out what the story was all about.  A long haired guy, telling us the audience a story about his mom's red lipstick, while getting his hair chopped of.  At the end, after he's got all his hair cut off, he puts on a red colored lipstick.  Then the credit titles.  I was fishing for my fisherman's in my cluttered bag, by the time I got it, the story ends.  Now, the way I say it, there's got to be more than what meets the eye right? I just don't know what it is.

The next one, A Bride and A Clown, is a classic Indonesian movie storytelling.  By that I mean, it reminded me of the 70s movies, with long dialogues and a lot of focus on facial expression.  If the actor is angry, happy, you can see it in their face, because the camera will stay there forever for you to get it.  It begins with a man dressed in clown outfit standing on a rooftop, puffing away.  He is not a happy clown from the sound of his galloping breaths.  Then we cut to Atiqah Hasiolan, the renowned indie actress, in a proper wedding dress with hands tied together.  She has been kidnapped by the clown, and as she wakes up and gathers her consciousness, she starts screaming for help.  The clown stands and watch her sometimes.  He shows her the key to the door she's banging.  Only after that the bride asks what the clown wants, "please, we spent too much time, energy and money for this wedding, do you want money?"  The clown smirks and says "I have one question."  He asks why the bride wants to marry her future husband and whether she loves him.  She laughs, because that's two question, a Freudian tell tale that signals the audience-look, we're going to have a long intellectual conversation on the scheme of things here-that's what I meant by this is totally home brew.  He shows her a photo of her on the lap of this guy who is not her future husband.  And Atiqah does what she does best, flip dramatically from regal like gestures to a been there done that type of woman.  Talks and stands differently.  The clown takes off his suit because it's hot, and she is aroused with the spectacle and offers him sex for the key.  The clown seems exasperated by her, but grabs her anyways and fucks her from  the back.  She seems to enjoy it.  After that we learn through dialogues that the clown is her future husband lover for 5 years.  And despite the butt fuck, he wants nothing from her.  After he scrapes off the make up, we see a handsome man, in tears trying to tell us how much he loves his lover.  He even tells the bride not to put creamer in her future husbands coffee, or he prefers bar soap and sweats his feet when stressed.  Then he gives her the key and opens the door out, without even using the key.  The bride pauses and then leave the rooftop the exact same way the clown did. 

Therefore the clown is a really a clown, and the bride a bride.  It doesn't try to approach it's theme symbolically like Gincu did, it's straightforward and as is.  I think it works,  I like that it doesn't show same sex coitus while dwelling on that issue, unlike most LGBT movies are.  I accept the long winded dialogues.  Dirgayuza (if I'm not mistaken) the filmmaker has an eloquent, very local touch to his work.  Pair him up with Hanung Bramantyo, the could make magic.  Atiqah's performance was what is expected from Atiqah, but this guy, who plays the clown is definitely a new actor I haven't seen.  He shows more screen presence even when he's all dolled up and we can't see his face.  He made it into his story, and I like that move.

Boy Crush by Sigi Wimala, was a complete surprise.  Her credit rolls were just filled with important names like Garin Nugroho as producer, Arturo GP and Gunnar Nimpuno as the behind the scene people.  There are more, I can't remember.  Oh, my friend Nugie, not quite as well known as the other guys but he's my friend therefore, important to me. 

Ok, the story is simple but oh it is so beautifully and artistically shot, that those little ideas on every line of the script made it safe onto the screen.  She probably shot it with 35 mm to for all I know. 
So there is this boy, two boys who are sharing a room, they sleep in bunk beds.  The room is dimly lit and all the props seem to be conveying the feel of our characters.  The boy sleeps in the top bunk, have recurrent dreams about having sex with the boy who sleeps in the lower bunk.  He doesn't tell it to his buddy of course, he hardly speaks in the short.  The buddy only knows he dreams of sex with a guy, the buddy says it's okay to be gay, he's got the look for it.  We see, without much words how this boy with wet dreams struggle with own thoughts.  The buddy, let's call him nintendo boy, because he plays nintendo while trying to soothe his roommate that it's okay to be gay.
The short is shot in one place, this house and right outside the house, an orange three levels scaffolding.  That's where these two boys would chat.  Then we see a girl who has a crush on the supposedly gay boy, he does nothing.  Instead he thinks of his parents and deaf grandma's reaction if he tells them his gay.  So, one day the girl comes over or rather just passes the house and some street punks start to pull her chain.  Nintendo boy says "if you're a guy you would do something about it."  So he did, he walks over to the punks and gets beaten up instead.  Nintendo boy comes to his rescue.  The girl likes gay boy for trying to save her.  Now we go back to the room and sleepless night dream.  This time nintendo boy is having that dream instead.  But, he's just a boy, what can he do but touch himself while staring at his roommate's photo.  Unrequited love.  It's not a big story, nobody dies, but it is artistically shot and you will get the point.

Munafik
A short about a Muslim gay couple living in Australia who prays and have sex.  The twist, is the boyfriend jerks off in the toilet while looking at another man's photos and that he secretly has a girlfriend. 
The audience laugh when the short shows this scene where the couple prays together and the boyfriend kisses his partner's hand.  Which is only customary for Muslim wives to the husband.  This movie was not made by filmmakers, but they know what they want to say.  No fancy camera moves, 'it was done out of boredom' said the scriptwriter during the q and a after the show's done.  It talks about Luth the prophet and how gay people where stoned to death during Luth's time, it tries to make a stand from a homosexual point of view.   Bloody hell, all the stuff FPI talks about, is actually all here in this short.  It's a satire that's very comical.  Talking about religion and how this betrays their Islam faith when all they want to do is hump each other.  Like the bride and the clown, this one hits home.  The narrative is so local, what we do and say are normally different and that's good, and fits the title.  This short does not try to be what it's not, it mirrors Mocthar Lubis' take on Indonesian characteristics.

The Birthday Gift
The movie begins with a woman (I know it's a woman, because I was introduced to the woman before lights out) fiddling with her camcorder.  We learn the apartment is in a complete mess because there was a birthday party last night.  And this camcorder is a birthday gift, and the one holding it is the birthday girl.  Everything is shot through the camcorder, so think Blair Witch Project .  And forgive the grainy quality of the short because that's part of the intention.  And we know she's the birthday girl because when she uncovers her bedroom comforter, there is a girl who yelps 'happy birthday.'  With that voice, the voice and the cringe on her face like a cat that signals 'high maintenance but cute.'  We don’t see the face of the birthday girl because the screen time is largely allocated to the girlfriend.  But you see enough to know about the birthday girl by the woman she tangos with.  The mood is happy, the girlfriend does all girly stuff by putting make up on, and we can see her cosmetics ammunition could powder the whole village.  The girlfriend wants to cook for her, and she can’t cook.  She does not know the right pan to use, and instead of the ladle she uses the knife and scrape the Teflon off.  But the birthday girl laughs at these things, she tries to warn and tells her how and what to do in a very sweet way. She knows her woman and her little flaws.  You know perhaps it was what the birthday girl found attractive about the girlfriend. She sounds contented as she fiddles with her food instead of eating it.  The girlfriend just wants to make the birthday girl happy that day, she wants to cook, clean, stuff she’s not very good at, but willing to do for the special day.  Everyday stuff, we do with our spouses at home.  Which makes it organic, somewhat natural.  Although normally organic should still be shot un-organically, you will get used to the camcorder quality, because we’re so used to seeing it at home, or some Facebook posts by your friends shot by their BB at night.  Then there’s a bell on the door, a surprise gift for the birthday girl: a bunny.  Not even two bunnies so they can play together.  A cute little bunny, birthday girl says thank you and a minute later … the bunny pees on the floor.
That’s when they actually, argue verbally, because so far, only us audience can spot the problem.  It is shot from whose perspective? Yes, the birthday girl.  When the bunny pees, we learn that our characters do realize, they have differences.  The girlfriend then finds out the birthday girl doesn’t like animals, and she always gives the wrong birthday gifts.  “Wait, I like this camera, it’s from you.”  “No, it’s from your ex girlfriend, read the card.”  The birthday girl reads the card.  They don’t go out that night.  And last scene, we see the girlfriend fiddles with the camera and we finally see, the birthday girl sleeping like a log.
I think there’s more to the story than what’s it’s willing to tell the audience.  If you’re observant enough, you will see a dormant volcano.  And it would pass for an everyday life in every couple, too. (sam)

Sunday, 3 October 2010

si domba hilang

dub's bday at playground, oldest couz before, old friend bday and today... this morning, I just heard that my brother is coming to town.  yes the drama starts at 8, my sister called, my step dad called, the notary called, a msg from auntie dearest to wear anything but white kebaya for her daughter's pre wed thingy this Saturday, and seconds ago ... my brother called.
I was too late, I heard it ring ... and I dreaded more phone calls... 'twas him.  I don't call him back, he seemed to call everybody before me so, I'm sure he can manage himself, flying from Manado to JKT.
I'll see him later.  It's been over a year ... nah a year since I last saw him.  It's like whatever dude, I love you, we are of the same composition of blood, same parents, definitely different in personality.
He and my dad can hang together, that's nice.  One thing off my to-do list.

why the apathy?

He's got me burned so many times, and I'm pulling away slowly.  Mom's gone, yes she wanted us to love and support each other.  we do love and support each other.  being in the same room is another issue altogether.  we do it best when we are apart.  i think he should just take his money, do whatever he wants with it.  they all say he can't, he'll finish it all in a day, and he will come to us and trouble us.  i say let his choices be his and let him live with it, honestly i don't want to keep/save/handle his inheritance, it's his.  let him buy 100 vespas and be the vespa manado king.  let's not decide for him, because if you do you will be accountable for what's next.

Ini Tempat Nongkrong Favorit Orang Gila

http://regional.kompas.com/read/2010/10/04/08320027/Ini.Tempat.Nongkrong.Favorit.Orang.Gila-5

Senin, 4 Oktober 2010 | 08:32 WIB
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KEDIRI, KOMPAS.com - Sepekan terakhir Kota Kediri seolah ‘kebanjiran’  orang gila. Mereka berkeliaran di jalanan dan mengganggu pemandangan dan keasrian kota.

Sejumlah tempat yang sering menjadi lokasi mangkal favorit para orgil, di antaranya, kawasan sekitar Stadion Brawijaya dan tower PDAM.  Lokasi lainnya, sekitar bantaran Sungai Brantas (sisi barat dan sisi timur). Kawasan pasar juga menjadi tempat mangkal orgil seperti Pasar Setono Betek, Pasar Paing serta Pasar Bandar.

Informasinya, orang gila yang banyak berkeliaran di Kota Kediri merupakan kiriman dari luar daerah. Ada juga orang gila yang datang dengan menumpang truk atau rangkaian gerbong kereta api.

“Orang gila yang banyak berkeliaran di sekitar Stadion Brawijaya diduga merupakan drop-dropan dari luar daerah. Mereka datang diangkut truk,” ungkap Kamto, tukang becak yang sering mangkal di sekitar stadion.

Diminta konfirmasi,  Koordinator Dewan Kesehatan Rakyat (DKR) Jatim, Arief Witanto, berharap Pemkot Kediri cepat tanggap dengan mencari solusi untuk mengatasi banyaknya orang gila yang berkeliaran di jalanan.  Selain itu progam pembangunan yang dilakukan tidak hanya mengedepankan pembangunan fisik, tapi juga memperhatikan kesehatan mental masyarakat.

Banyaknya orang gila yang berkeliaran, katanya,  merupakan bukti kurangnya perhatian pemerintah untuk mengupayakan kesehatan mental warga.  “Wali kota dan wakil wali kota Kediri dalam menyusun progam kerja  hendaknya dapat bekerja sama untuk membangun kesehatan mental warganya. Kesehatan jasmani dan rohani harus mendapar perhatian,” tegasnya.

Untuk mengatasi masalah orang gila tersebut, Arief mengingatkan, harus ada kerja sama yang baik antara Dinas Sosial dan Dinas Kesehatan Kota Kediri. Orang gila yang terjaring razia petugas langsung dikirimkan ke Rumah Sakit Jiwa (RSJ).

old friend turns 32

Ok, gue basian berat.  Tenang bukan karena ngiprit, karena semacam kebutuhan untuk bersosialisasi.  I'm trying to find myself in the people I know.
Tadi kubertemu teman lama, bekas anak majalah yang selalu mengizinkanku baks di mobilnya.  
He turns 32 today and he looks fabulous, as I had always expected he would be.  Glam party, in a glam house, and I don't mean glitter, I'm aiming for taste.  He even has his own Carrie Bradshaw walk in wardrobe.  He told me things we used to do in the past and who were and still are.  And we laughed.  We were that close.
I'm not saying we'll be sleeping together soon, but I felt good I showed up and see him.  I was i reminded of who I was.  I told him he totally earned his birthday celebration.  
And now I'm thinking where do I want to be.



Saturday, 2 October 2010

hujan

Dan badai sopan kembali menghembus Jakarta
Pohon kelapa di depan jendela berdisko
Kacanya menangis dan menetes
Should I go or should I stay
Should I never go away
?

Friday, 1 October 2010

Resensi Film Sang Pencerah. FPI harus nonton ini

Ok, seharusnya film sejarah ya seperti ini.  Karena sepanjang nonton saya mengangguk-angguk dalam hati.  Oh ini toh yang namanya Kiai Haji Ahmad Dahlan, saya cukup sering lewat jalan K.H A. Dahlan, pernah dengar, tapi ya segitu aja.  Ternyata Islam, di Kauman circa hidupnya Ahmad Dahlan mirip dengan kisah Yesus.  Sama-sama diasingkan, di cela, kemudian membuat pencerahan pada masanya.  Ternyata Muhammadiah yang saya tidak mengerti dan anggap kolot, konon sangat moderen, "agamamu agamamu, agamaku agamaku."  Isu yang diangkat Hanung juga ok dan berlangsung sampai kini, masalah sesajen atau dibangunnya Masjid berdasarkan geografi tata jalan, masih 'in' banget sampai kini.  Hanya kini bukan soal sajen tapi lebih ke menjilat atau kolusi dan korupsi.  Kalau masjid dan jalan, saya memparalelkannya dengan FPI dan kelakuan mereka.

Saya paling suka bahasa filmis Hanung ketika masjid besar di keraton dimasuki empat pemuda bermodal kapur.  Mereka berpihak kepada Dahlan yang berpendapat kalau kiblat semua umat di Kauman itu salah, kurang 23 derajat.  Maka di malam hari masuk pemuda yang sibuk menggarisi lantai masjid dengan kemiringan yang dimaksud Dahlan.  Ciamik.  Mungkin Hanung risetnya benar dan sedalam itu, tapi dugaan saya sih, itu hanya cara dia menyampaikan maksud tertentu.

Hanung memang pandai berjanji, pandai mengumbar kepercayaan penonton terhadap film nasional.  Dari Catatan Harian Sekolah sampai Ayat-ayat Cinta dia begitu.  AAC yang premisnya pola pikir primitif juga enjoyable aja tuh buat ditonton, nggak bikin parno buat nonton film Indonesia lah.  Dan Sang Pencerah membuatku memaafkan Hanung untuk AAC.

Dalam Sang Pencerah, Hanung benar berani mempertanyakan nilai-nilai Islam dan yang tak kalah pentingnya: tradisi.  Sesuatu yang sangat mudah dicerna.  Film wajib buat mereka yang mengaku FPI, supaya santai sedikit.

Tontonlah film bersejarah ini, tentang sejarah maksudnya, sejarah Muhammadiah.  Kalau ada film N.U saya juga mau nonton.  Bikin dong Hanung, you got the religion issue market putty in your hands.

Thursday, 30 September 2010

budiman hakim

coba cek link ini: http://leonhakim.blogspot.com/
i like Budiman Hakim.  He's funny, you prolly won't like him in person if you don't have sense of humor.  But online the guy's funny.  He could be funny on twitter too, but I don't follow him, he's got too many followers replying or retweeting his tweets, so it would clutter my tweetdeck. He's got a sense of purpose to what he writes or does.  It's not just a story, although it begins with a story, he doesn't try to appear smart, but he really is.  Some writers I know would like to appear smart, but they're not they're just cynical, which bears completely different meaning.

aight, gonna see sang pencerah, and i'll tell you what i think of the movie

Wednesday, 29 September 2010

before we do it again

cease fire
truce
no more fights
at least for now
i'm too tired
and so are you
perhaps later
we'll take a knife
and slit each other
but tonite
we'll call it a truce
and have a drink
and make up sex

not a monkey

you can't be running in circles
not when you're not a monkey
you shouldn't be repeating
the same lines
your record is broken
so is your smile so is my heart
to see you sad
from my flower bed
take a bow
clench your fist
and don't cry

Tuesday, 28 September 2010

pindah nggak ya


http://metro.vivanews.com/news/read/180154-jakarta--antara-lumpuh-dan-tenggelam

the city

they'll name a city after us
the city of lost souls
somewhere near Rio
they'll say look, see
this is where they philander
this is where they sleep
this is where they stay up and wander
and they will never find the answer
they believe they will
they believe love will set them free
they got love all wrong
they will pay
they will hold the lamp post
let the chill
glue their cheeks
until they turn blue
crystalized
and become
a statue of their own mistakes

speak to the dead

i wish i can speak to the dead
and they would answer me back
i just want to talk about stuff
that i have the flu
problems to solve
drama dad
whose love i dont feel
the dead would know what to do
because they're dead
they have seen in all
before their eyes
as they lay and rot
worms making tunnels
out of swollen flesh
they have seen who come to see
and speak to them
in the wee hours
in the dampness of the graveyard
caretakers begging for money
they are lurking with a promise
in their faces, saying:
i'll cut your grass, too
when you're down under
and i'll speak to you
more often
than
you're own daughter

99th night

on my 99 th night i rise and leave
i no longer wait under the rain
beneath your balcony
i no longer send you kisses
and sing those love songs
i see your shadows
in the covers
i see you look down
and wonder
i promised you
a 100 days
you tell me we'll see
so see this sweetbum
me, walking out
not looking back 
not wanting
i have my 99 days
of perhaps and perhaps

that is enough for now
and tomorrow is a day away

Monday, 27 September 2010

a pain but a must

A break up is a pain but a must, when one door closes at least three will be opened.  We grow from break ups more than we do from being in love.  Although a break up is necessary for you to find love, the love you will need to get you by, which is of course something you can only have after you love yourself.  A break up sometimes means you love yourself enough to not be loved in a way you do not want to be loved.  A break up is a sweet poison that kills and heals.  A break up might lead you as it did me, to write a blog, a journal, a pile of posts to keep you posted of your emotional growth.  A break up is a cry to be strong, a song for the weary soul.
A break up is a break up is a break up. Life will still go on

your face

The story begins and the story ends.  Like today, when I said enough, like today when I see your face and I see hate.  You would defend yourself that that is how you look.  And you will be right, you do look angry all the time, I just wished today, you wipe it off your face. Its a bit hard to love a face that is swollen with rage, bulging eyes, jittery legs.  You don't look pretty.  That is all.