fruits of life

he is wailing and crying in pain
calling out god's name every two seconds
and I feel nothing at all
if anything
I've never heard the word god abused so many times
such obscenity!
why are you calling for god?
as if he is you're friend

did you remember your past sins?
is that it?
well maybe you should think of god
when you committed those hideous sins of yours
i loath the sound of your cries
redundant
and i don't symphatize
the tables have turned
and now i'm calling the shots
now you beg me not to leave your sight
i bet you you didn't think of that
when you abandoned us a long time ago
and as god would have it
he leaves you, me
and i don't care
these are the fruits
of the tree you planted
hate that's misled
and i tell god this
do what you must
take what you want
punish what you should
forgive if you can

because
i don't care