Monday, 15 November 2010

local art group hug

Ok, time out.  I declare I'm sick, two concerts, well one is a musical, sick pop, workshop, a wedding, nyerempet mobil orang, etc in a week.
I'm down and out, I am at the mid point of this mile.
I am only a half pint, so I've been told.
I pushed it
I wanna get over and done with fast
I couldn't lose it
But I ain't winnin


so, time out


I saw #Onrop last night.  I liked for it's timely premiere, total local art group hug session last night.  It was like going to a mall when i was fourteen, it felt like P I Mall 1992 ... wearing anything Pear Jam wear, even if it means you have to vaporized in sweats if you put on thick flannel shirts.  
I met a lot of my friends, I went with my best friends.  That was nice, and it wasn't a rave ... it's a musical...it's suppose to be .... smart???
Nah, at least the play was not.  But it was timely, Onrop revived that indie hipster idea of going to see a play in IKJ area, an abandoned historical site, it just might bring back that love for live performance again.
Onrop's not great, but it did bring a few old friends back together, for the love (and search of local art).  It succeeded in that.  When my friend asked me, "Joko Anwar tuh kayak apa sih orangnya?" My reply was I don't know him personally, but from what I've heard he is well liked in the business.  And I suppose that kind of personality wins in these kind of industry, something that is not easy to do when this artsy community boasts in indulgence.
(i.e Mira Lesmana).
Onrop or Porno is Joko Anwar's musical version on things that matter to him.   Stupid politicians, authorities that breed unhappy citizens, religion,  and homosexuality.  The theme is reflected all of his work, from his debut Arisan, his his later works, Kala.  Janji Joni is probably the only different one from the lot.  Never did see Pintu Terlarang.


His stylistic shots transfer well onto the stage, what you saw was him.  One guy one a stage on a monologue instead of a bunch of stage actors dancing.  Kudos to Ario Bayu, Anwar's muse, who stole every body's thunder!  The only one bringing presence to the stage.
The rest was okay...
And Joko knows just how to make this musical appear happening and modern .... broadway jazzy tunes, oldest trick in the book.  And the audience roared and roared away in laughter.  I do, too a few times.  I like the vibe more than I like the play.  And it didn't pick up the second half, I grew bored, granted I was coming down with a flu.
Joko was mocking Hanung Bramantyo, Tifatul Sembiring, and all the things that try to sell Islam the 'wrong way' to him.  He succeeded, but I wished he could have shown it not to only his friends but all the people that did not come last night. 
He was promoting homosexuality, again... but maybe that's his call as a creator, at least he was honest about it.
The acoustic was terrible, could hardly hear the lyrics, but music was catchy enough, thanks to Aghi.  Dancers were okay, They couldve danced better.
All in all, I'm glad I went.  

Thursday, 11 November 2010

methadone

I guess i just hate death so much
I act like a prick when I see its cold blooded face
It's my defense mechanism, 
but not my only one.


Sigh.


dear god ....
orang lain kau hampiri,
jangan jalan trus.

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

fruits of life

he is wailing and crying in pain
calling out god's name every two seconds
and I feel nothing at all
if anything
I've never heard the word god abused so many times
such obscenity!
why are you calling for god?
as if he is you're friend

did you remember your past sins?
is that it?
well maybe you should think of god
when you committed those hideous sins of yours
i loath the sound of your cries
redundant
and i don't symphatize
the tables have turned
and now i'm calling the shots
now you beg me not to leave your sight
i bet you you didn't think of that
when you abandoned us a long time ago
and as god would have it
he leaves you, me
and i don't care
these are the fruits
of the tree you planted
hate that's misled
and i tell god this
do what you must
take what you want
punish what you should
forgive if you can

because
i don't care

Saturday, 6 November 2010

di ujung kota

kutunggu kau di pojok kota
di bawah pohon cemara tua
tempat kita dulu main sepatu roda

tempat aku pertama kali menciummu
tempat kau pertama kali bilang cinta
sampai nanti
sampai mati
sampai kita
jadi kami

aku tak pandai berkata-kata
yang ku tahu hanya rasa
dan ini bukan dosa
tanya saja pada bunda maria

setelah kau cuci mata
setelah kau tak lagi melata
kau pasti berangkat
mencariku
diujung kota

Tuesday, 2 November 2010

tak perlu menunggu

menjawab pertanyaan dengan pertanyaan
membiarkan semua menggantung
seperti mangga mengkel tetangga

muka asam
seasam belimbing wuluh
di depan rumahmu

adakah kau mungkin kembali
menghiasi senyumanku lagi
memberi pelangi
kala aku terjebak macet senayan city

aku tidak memesan san miguel malam ini
dua cocktail sekaligus
vodka based with fruity punch to it
aku menunggu berdiri
kulihat nokia gelap layar
tak ada tweet apa-apa hari ini
kalau aku lebih berani
kita sudah menonton di blitz habis maghrib
tapi aku minum saja perlahan
melihat ke pintu
pura-pura lugu

mencoba menari, remixes
ku panggil pelayan,
aku mau pulang

Monday, 1 November 2010

too

its too much
too frequent
too overwhelming
too fast
too little
too soon

don't you think?

dont rewind
let it stay behind

i'm just here
standing
pretending
listening
looking
pushing
away

it's too fast.

casablanca

usaha
mencoba
segera

tak bisa

susah

suara suara
kendaraan yang sesekali lewat
sudah mau pagi
belum semua istirahat

besok

kuputuskan satu tali ku

bila ada hikmah
dari terjaga'
adalah pikiran

yang diulang dan berulang
dan sepakat mencapai
suatu kesimpulan!