dub's bday at playground, oldest couz before, old friend bday and today... this morning, I just heard that my brother is coming to town. yes the drama starts at 8, my sister called, my step dad called, the notary called, a msg from auntie dearest to wear anything but white kebaya for her daughter's pre wed thingy this Saturday, and seconds ago ... my brother called.
I was too late, I heard it ring ... and I dreaded more phone calls... 'twas him. I don't call him back, he seemed to call everybody before me so, I'm sure he can manage himself, flying from Manado to JKT.
I'll see him later. It's been over a year ... nah a year since I last saw him. It's like whatever dude, I love you, we are of the same composition of blood, same parents, definitely different in personality.
He and my dad can hang together, that's nice. One thing off my to-do list.
why the apathy?
He's got me burned so many times, and I'm pulling away slowly. Mom's gone, yes she wanted us to love and support each other. we do love and support each other. being in the same room is another issue altogether. we do it best when we are apart. i think he should just take his money, do whatever he wants with it. they all say he can't, he'll finish it all in a day, and he will come to us and trouble us. i say let his choices be his and let him live with it, honestly i don't want to keep/save/handle his inheritance, it's his. let him buy 100 vespas and be the vespa manado king. let's not decide for him, because if you do you will be accountable for what's next.
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