99th night

on my 99 th night i rise and leave

i no longer wait under the rain

beneath your balcony

i no longer send you kisses

and sing those love songs

i see your shadows

in the covers

i see you look down

and wonder

i promised you

a 100 days

you tell me we'll see

so see this sweetbum

me, walking out

not looking back 

not wanting

i have my 99 days

of perhaps and perhaps

that is enough for now

and tomorrow is a day away